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Is it more painful to be the one who waits? Or...
"Is it more painful to be the one who waits? Or is it more painful to be the one who makes others wait?
Either way, there's no need to wait anymore. That is what is most painful."
-Aoi Bungaku, Run, Melos!
My heart. It shattered.
I finally understand.
I have never seen anything like this. In just 2 episodes, 'Run, Melos!' is able to squeeze all you've got out of you; all the most poignant emotions you've ever had, and all those you never knew you were capable of having. T__T
Another idea it throws at us: 'Those fortunate enough cannot write.' That is so true. Because fortunate people are always happy. And writers are sad people. THAT I
Yes. I cut my hair.
It's only the 2nd day back at university, and already I've got waves and waves of people crashing down on me, going, "Oh. My. God. You cut your hair!!! @.@"
I've received so many, 'whoa's and 'hurr's and 'urk's and 'yikes's and 'ack's and 'wo's and...
Yes. I cut my hair.
Then again, I can't blame them. I had hair that reached past my waist before, and now, the longest strand sits around my chin. Some of the people have known me for 3 years, others just about a year, but all that time, to them I had always been "the tall 'elegant' girl with long, straight, black hair". [Strictly quoting from others, though I would disagree with the 'elegant
That is all...
"I don't care about the past.
Comparing the past to the present, I like the present better.
I want to be able to always feel that way.
So I enjoy the present.
That is all."
~Yaichi, House of Five Leaves
Yes, it's an idea that I know all too well, it's something I've heard too many times, and it's a philosophy I tell myself much too often, but it was never something I could really grasp with my hands. Yet when Yaichi, with his mysteriously sad past written on his beautiful face, said it with his soft soft voice that floated between the quiet heartrending tunes of a solemn piano, amidst the slowly falling white snow -
my heart shatt
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Just another thought. I've always wondered what these dA journal thingies are for. I mean, no one's really interested in your personal soap operas or philosophical revelations, right? So what are they really for? I've seen people posting works/projects that they're working on, but those are from elitist artists, which I'm not, so what do I do with this space? Maybe I'll just continue writing about my personal life dramas until I become a professional enough artist.
(I feel like I'm starting to treat this like a blog. =.= )
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